Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has
not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin. - Mother Teresa Quote
Once I was invited to Nims
hospital (Nizam's Institute of Medical Sciences) and Osmania Hospital (one of
the oldest hospitals in India), Hyderabad, India. As one of my relative is a
senior doctor in that hospital when I was studying 5th class in
Hyderabad, as my dad and me went to see him and see the management also
infrastructure with technology.
But he and my dad were chatting
about financial matters as my dad is Branch bank manger in reputed bank in
Hyderabad. I got bored sitting in his cabin. I told dad I am really bored
please let’s go home….. I need to prepare for assignments for the next day.
So, my relative said why you
are getting bored looks to be interesting girl. Okay I will give you task…….go
and see all rooms and say this to me that you are bored or I am bored. I said I
don’t the root map of this building…….he said to me just say my name to nurse, warden, administrators, juniors
doctors, peon and watchmen etc, they will
come and drop you in my cabin.
So, what for me if I go and see
the rooms…….I have plans to open a hospital in Guntur district (This district
is often referred to as the Land of Chillies). I need your suggestions as a
student and I will give you as birthday gift amount how much you can ask me
that I will pay you immediately.
I started my trip to see all
rooms like ICU rooms, Operations rooms, general warden rooms, dead bodies room,
minor and major accidents cases room, child birth rooms, pregnancy test rooms,
medical samples testing room, health insurance of patients and office payments
rooms, doctors conference meeting rooms, doctors cabins, nurse rooms, etc,.
I said to my relative see I am
not finding anything except human birth and human death also Life of human age.
I am finding various technologies to prevent the disease of the human beings. I feel strongly that technology is only
success mantra for the best reputation for any hospital. The problem is we need
to have trained doctors who can operate technically while in operational time
period.
After reaching home I am not
getting sleep anymore the only question arising in my mind……Yes, I am also girl
and future motherhood. Next day I went to my school and said to my classmates
in Roman Catholic school in that I have seen all stages of life in the hospital
for the first time in my life. My Hindi
teacher told Swetha it seems you have seen Bhagavad Gita pictures of God and explained
about Gautama Buddha life story that how he becomes Buddha, when he saw life of
human suffering.
After going home I have opened
and read Bhagavad Gita slokas about how once childbirth, death, rebirth of next
life. But after my 7th class I was transferred to Western Catholic School in
Hyderabad. In 10th class, I was nominated for School people leader but
due to rules and conditions in my parent’s family I resigned myself and
nominated other girl as SPL.
After two years, my English and
Telugu teachers said life of a girl is like two sides of coin. One side of coin
is like marriage also kids and another side of coin is career, education, job,
business. And everyone in my class started saying these are future dreams of
coin. And it’s my turn……Swetha what’s
your dream coin ……I will become doctor……everyone stared smiles at me……what you
will become doctor did you checked your percentage in science. Okay then I will
do Ph.D and called as Dr. Maddali Laxmi Swetha in future days. Same thing I
asked my parents at home. Again same rules and conditions Swetha….. We are in
field of bankers, software, and business people and you will get marriage in
early age.
I don’t know what to take decision so without
telling to anyone I will to principal cabin and said sister I am not interested
anymore to lead my life as please convert me to nun in church. So sister said
term and conditions, rules and conditions, feast in nuns, food festival in the
world where nuns are invited and you need to make habit of red wine just a few
drops in your tongue as prasadam.
But
before that you say me why you wanted to convert to nun.
Tell me 5 reasons:
1. I born in a highly educated
family with good reputation. And I have got good protectors for my life. But
when was a child, one of the highly reputed family from Vijayawada and said we
have seen Swetha for two years in my side house as tenants in their own building.
We like own to adapt Swetha a daughter. But my parents didn’t agree……But now I
am imaginary child, Imaginary daughter-in-law and imaginary granddaughter to
that particular family. And they decided and kept name for me – Jyoti and their
expectations on me.
2. My siblings – my elder
sister and my younger brother…..we fight and conflicts but if something happens
to me or them – we are one like do or die slogan.
3. Money, education, career are
all up to me. In seventh class, I got highest marks in my class and my parent’s
family also I got in three subjects as a state topper marks in Andhra Pradesh. I will earn money on my own legs after
becoming sister like you. I don’t chase for money, money only chase for you in
my life.
When I was as a girl everyone
started saying - Swetha is unique baby born in her parents’ hometown. Fair in
complexion, height and attractive body type can fit for any dress colour, soft
hair, soft voice, attractive eyes and her horoscope is very good.
But at the same time I was
facing crisis saying – second girl child, why she is unique not like other in
hometown, when she was born her mother didn’t have breast milk……. So many
people use to say that you are grown
with milk powder, cow milk and buffalo milk…..you are unlucky girl in your
family history. Your astrology is unique. So, I have a reason to convert.
4. Marriage: When I was born my
mom’s brother promise to all in hometown….. My wife has given birth for three
kids – one girl and two boys…..In future, one boy child will marry Swetha. Now,
you say sister my marriage decision was taken when I was born just as a one day
baby I am. But marriage is nothing but sex and pregnancy.
5. Kids: All Indians are my
brothers and sisters one who marry me is my husband. So now you say me how many
sisters I have and how many brothers I have in India. Kids feeling will be
there for midlife of a girl.
Okay, you are a pure vegetarian
girl and are ready to eat non-veg in
feast days or good Fridays with wine drop as a Prasadam….………….then I said that excuse
me I will do fasting on those days.
So, One of my vice principal /
students principal got doubt and stated that Swetha are you a Brahmin caste not
I am not. How can you do fasting? Reason: my mom’s father’s father has owned a newspaper call Deccan vysya Patrika in British time in India and his best
friend and family friend too for so many long years, his name is Potti Sreeramulu – did hunger strike for Telugu-speaking
population, On 1 October 1953, for Telugu speaking people , Andhra State was established.
Then immediately sister
verified and crossed checked my certificates, questioned me like a
Investigation Bureau of India for 20 minutes and connected the call to 7th
class school and verified my name check and caste……..after that I got to know
that I am an arya vysya and Sri Vasavi Kanyaka Parameshwari is God for this
community.
Swetha, we are very sorry
dear……..we can’t convert virgin girl in your community……..Okay, that was a problem please cancel my name and
convert me to Christian from there nun. Now please listen; there was a girl in Brahmin
family in north side of India her name is Nirmala Joshi via Sister Nirmala……..see
her interviews and meet her and estimate
how many Indians scolded her and said about her in real life when she was
before Brahmin and after she become Catholic Religious Sister.
After my 10th class
I was not ready to face the world as I wanted to convert to nun…………..So my
sister principal, administration and management in my school said ………….just go
see your life in teenage, mild age, sex life, college friends, your dreams, family
life, etc, then also if you are not interested to lead life and just come and
knot the church bell, meet church father and discussed your will power to
convert
And come hug us dear……….we all
are welcome you in our bottom of hearts……………and waiting for you and call you as
Sister. Paramanda sishyuralu ………….That’s your lovely Telugu teacher kept the
name in front of your classroom ………...when
you was joined in this school of first month. You became famous in school, just
remember how you kicked and tackled your super senior’s in this girl’s school.
Note:
Unfortunately, yesterday I was
watching business news in YouTube videos. At the sudden I found a video that Sister
Nirmala Joshi died on 25 June, 2015 in Kolkata from a heart ailment.
I heard numerous stories about
her in my childhood and I have a hope that I may meet her and hug her share my
feelings about how I want to lead life. But……………
Pray
time: For Sister Nirmala Joshi,
My lord and grace blessings -
please check her sins and deeds whether she goes for heaven or hell. But please
give her heaven life in next birth life. Amen.
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